BOOM! youre dead.

I never wanted to feel like this , AGAIN . Its like Im falling for my ex . You both are so alike and...

Tue, 21 Feb 2012 00:46:26 -0800

I never wanted to feel like this , AGAIN . Its like Im falling for my ex . You both are so alike and the situations are so similar too . We talk for so long every day and we’re so cute when we’re together . I cant do this again , I cant get hurt again . But I wanna tell you how I feel so bad . I care so much .

I wanna name my baby girl Quinn Noel . Kay thanks .

Mon, 20 Feb 2012 22:26:19 -0800

I wanna name my baby girl Quinn Noel . Kay thanks .

doodoomamma: swarmth: doodoomamma replied to your post: asiago ranch shawty give me a...

Tue, 31 Jan 2012 01:24:22 -0800

doodoomamma:

swarmth:

doodoomamma replied to your post: asiago ranch shawty

give me a shawty.

golden pants shawty

Assassassassass

and see THIS is where i didnt want to be. i got you, but i never had you. i was with you, but you...

Tue, 31 Jan 2012 01:23:45 -0800

and see THIS is where i didnt want to be.

i got you, but i never had you. i was with you, but you werent mine. i kissed you, but it meant nothing. i layed with you, but was still alone.

and now, these feelings i let go months ago, are back and stronger than ever.

i barely know you, but i wanted you when i first saw you. i never thought id get you, so i hid them away. but now, i dont know how to get rid of them because i never thought id be in this position ….

Is it bad.

Fri, 27 Jan 2012 09:49:52 -0800

That I sit here and wish I had kids ? I cant stop thinking about how badly I want a little boy and a little girl. Noah Matthew and Delilah Kimberleigh Anne. Middle name just like my mom and I. I want kids. I do I do I do. I cant stop thinking about it…. I need to hurry up and finish school so I can have my babies. I want a family of my own.

Wait

Thu, 26 Jan 2012 02:26:20 -0800

Testing testing

I dont want this posted to facebook. I think i fixed it.

Wtf. This still exists?

Thu, 26 Jan 2012 02:17:02 -0800

I havent been on this in forever. But I probably will now since its an app on my phone, yay. This will be fun. But its 2am so its bed time. Kaybye.

iliterallydontsmokeanyweed: anastasiaeatscities: omfg never...

Thu, 26 Jan 2012 02:13:58 -0800

iliterallydontsmokeanyweed:

anastasiaeatscities:

omfg

never not reblog

i have decided.

Wed, 27 Jul 2011 20:46:32 -0700

im naming my kids noah matthew & delilah anne. that is all.

uh i never use this. lol.

Wed, 27 Jul 2011 00:25:05 -0700

but i need to get some shit out of my head. so this is gonna be the most random post over, but i dgaf. i need to get this out somehow.

am i really a homewrecker? did i really kiss him, knowing he had a girl? hes been confiding in me, and we’ve been friends for a while. but why did i let that happen? it was amazing, and i felt much more than i should have about it. i cant stop thinking about it. sweet jesus, fuck. ugh. i feel guilty. but i liked it.

i hate commitment though. i cant stand it. yet, im not a whore. i cant give myself to someone. i guess im too scared of being tossed back. ive been so close to relationships in the last year, and i get hurt or i dont feel anything relatively close to love. i think too much like a man. i just wanna be close with people, without strings. not even sexually. but when it comes down to relationships and love, ill know when its right. until then, i just wanna have fun. is that so bad ? apparently so. people are so touchy with this shit. teenagers these days make it seem like theyll be with their highschool sweetheart FOREVER. uh sike, im sure 95% of you wont make it past the first year of college. stfu. ugh.

i cant wait for life to really start. im working soon, im gonna be in college, hopefully pharmacy technology. it hasnt really hit me that in a month i wont be at dv. and i wont ever have to see his face again. ugh. i really wanted to be positive about this, but im too immature when it comes to revenge. you fucking suck. i could swing at your testicles with my high heels on and not even care about the resulting image or functionality of them. i cant STAND you. shes changed you, and i notice it so much. i know you. i always have. and this person im seeing, isnt you. and it PISSES ME OFF to think this bitch of a girl is getting you to do exactly what she wants. shes got you on a fckin leash. its pathetic and it makes me fucking sick.

jesus, i need to do my hair, or im gonna explode right now. but it feels so nice to get this out <3

i kinda love/miss my brother G-eazy LOL. this song straight...

Mon, 14 Mar 2011 22:48:12 -0700

i kinda love/miss my brother G-eazy LOL. this song straight COMEDY.

too bad half the females at DV sound like this! BWAAAHAHA!

SON OF A B-

Mon, 03 Jan 2011 23:48:08 -0800

i miss you.

i hate not being able to talk to you before i close my eyes.

youre the reason why i breathe easy at night.

i dont understand whats going on in your life.

but tell me. explain it to me. i wont judge. i wont speak.

just vent to me. i promise ill be here, always.

i see a really bright future ahead of both of us.

the only question is, will they become intertwined?

or will i end up alone again?

show me that this isnt a waste of my time.

everyone else thinks its a joke. that it isnt going to be anything in the long run.

prove them wrong, if you want this as much as i do.

why the hell am i awake?

Sun, 26 Dec 2010 04:18:20 -0800

its 4:17 AM.

i ate one delicious and HUGE meal today.

i was overly excited about my new car stereo.

i have things to do tomorrow.

but here i am, on facebook/tumblr/xbox.

making a new CD for my stereo, since i can finally play CD’s,

its amazing how happy one thing can make me <3

i really love my dad for this.

winter mf break .

Fri, 17 Dec 2010 18:49:27 -0800

you guys dont understand how happy i am to be on break.

i sat in my car for half an hour w/ malika talking and drinking starbucks before we went to class. we hella talked about how much we needed break and how english teachers do too much. and how much things have changed but we both love the outcome.

i played QUELF, IN THE LAND OF THE FARM, again. DEFINITELY my favorite game ever. i need to find it for new years. hmm.

annnnd i cheated on my math test, LMAO.

erika is supposed to sleep over, but i dont think she can. which meaaans, xylo and COD all night baby!

im going to my dads tomorrow until christmas day so thatll be fun (-:

okay. back to laundry.

my babydaddy <3

Mon, 13 Dec 2010 22:45:44 -0800

my babydaddy <3

and onto another day.

Mon, 13 Dec 2010 21:32:00 -0800

Day 5- Your favorite quote.

i definitely dont have just one. so heres all of them lol.

“& in the end, karma will be a bigger bitch than ill ever need to be.”

“if its meant to be, God will find a way.”

” If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else’s, we’d grab ours back.”

“at some point you have to let go and give your heart what it deserves”.

“haters are just confused admirers.”

“real eyes realize real lies.”

“people have two ears and one mouth and still manage to talk twice as much as they’re listening.”

“Procrastination is like masturbation. It feels good while you’re doing it but in the end you only fucked yourself.”

“carry yourself like a queen and you’ll attract a king.. carry yourself like a HOE see how far you’ll go.”

“dont talk back, just suck my clip. swallow my bullets and dont you spit.”

winter ball SWAG.

Sun, 12 Dec 2010 01:14:52 -0800

hella funny LOL.

but definitely hella fun for my last winterball <3

i did my own makeup and hair hella cute! im so proud of myself, haha.

im passing the “bad band kid” rep to angelica (-: someones gotta continue it!

i dont know how i got glitter ALL OVER my body.

my hair was definitely ruined.

ryan and his boyfriend were bout HELLA cute.

i was part of a gay guy train. SO PERFECT.

my feet are on FIRE.

mr isadore was doin’ too much w/ the time out chairs and music changes.

those music notes weren’t drawn right. and neither was the staff.

codymac and ryan kinda made my night. haha.

and i took the best shower of my LIFE when i got home.

tonight was amazing. time to sleep. yes? yes.

girl, youre such a backstabber.

Fri, 10 Dec 2010 19:22:59 -0800

Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have

I WISH I DIDNT BITE MY NAILS OR PICK AT MY FACE -_- id have such perfect skin and long nails like my sister. its so irritating that shes so perfect and im not :/

SUCCESS.

Thu, 09 Dec 2010 21:52:53 -0800

i can officially play every note in danzon macabrehhh on time and correctly (-:

….at half the original tempo.

hey, now all i have to do is work on speeeeed (-:

im so happy.

GOAL OF THE NIGHT: completed.

i love coloring, pretty socks, things that smell good, call of...

Thu, 09 Dec 2010 21:03:01 -0800

i love coloring, pretty socks, things that smell good, call of duty, sun roof dancing, blasting music, granola bars, writing, posters, ringtones, eyeshadow, comfy beds, wearing other peoples jackets, presents, giving homeless people money, chips and salsa, grilled cheese, ranch, fruity gum, long car rides, the snow, lotion, my birdie, making random faces, dancing, music, midnight releases/premiers, drumline, curling irons, dr pepper, draaank, jewelery, piercings, tattoos, kissing, late night phone calls, winterguard, sunflower seeds, sunsets, climbing things, sleepovers, puppies, picking flowers, naps, texting, new shoes, singing, partying, playing board games, making CDs, taking long showers, slurpies, driving, elephants, swimming, laying in the grass, shopping, getting manicures, helping people, life ♥