i cant make eye contact with you without wanting to cry.
i cant hug you without wanting to hold tighter.
i cant be myself around you because everythings changed now.
every time you pass, i hold my breath and stare at my feet.
i cant make the butterflies leave my stomach around you.
i get nervous when its just you and me, alone.
and those love songs on the radio make things awkward.
i wanna see you every second of my life but i know it wont ever happen.
i wish everything was like it used to be.
are we even friends anymore?
everything is different, and im not even sure its for the best. all i know is, i miss you. you were my favorite.
