BOOM! youre dead.

and see THIS is where i didnt want to be.

i got you, but i never had you. i was with you, but you werent mine. i kissed you, but it meant nothing. i layed with you, but was still alone.

and now, these feelings i let go months ago, are back and stronger than ever.

i barely know you, but i wanted you when i first saw you. i never thought id get you, so i hid them away. but now, i dont know how to get rid of them because i never thought id be in this position ….