i definitely didnt get senior year started on the right foot.
i got sick over the weekend. i threw out my back two weeks ago and it still hurts. im not digging that girl muggin me every day! shes gonna get her lil nappy ass head knocked up if she keeps it up. waterworld today was hella lame. definitely not worth my $50. and honestly, band doesnt really excite me anymore :/ i dont know why, but it isnt the same. i guess ray, raven, jordan and maureen really made the band. i miss them so much :( i just dont feel as enthused as i usually am this time of year. like, maybe its cause im a senior and im not a section leader. or maybe its because i loved last year so much because all my best friends were in it and now it feels incomplete :/ i dont know. but it just is like bleh to me right now.
and i really hate how my mind keeps doing this ‘thing’ to me every time its me and you. its senior year. WHY DOES THIS STILL EXIST?
this whole situation better change, FAST, or else im gonna cry :/
FML.
