February 2012
2 posts
I never wanted to feel like this , AGAIN . Its like Im falling for my ex . You both are so alike and the situations are so similar too . We talk for so long every day and we’re so cute when we’re together . I cant do this again , I cant get hurt again . But I wanna tell you how I feel so bad . I care so much .
I wanna name my baby girl Quinn Noel . Kay thanks .
January 2012
6 posts
doodoomamma:
swarmth:
doodoomamma replied to your post: asiago ranch shawty
give me a shawty.
golden pants shawty
Assassassassass
and see THIS is where i didnt want to be.
i got you, but i never had you.
i was with you, but you werent mine.
i kissed you, but it meant nothing.
i layed with you, but was still alone.
and now, these feelings i let go months ago, are back and stronger than ever.
i barely know you, but i wanted you when i first saw you. i never thought id get you, so i hid them away. but now, i dont know...
Is it bad.
That I sit here and wish I had kids ? I cant stop thinking about how badly I want a little boy and a little girl. Noah Matthew and Delilah Kimberleigh Anne. Middle name just like my mom and I. I want kids. I do I do I do. I cant stop thinking about it…. I need to hurry up and finish school so I can have my babies. I want a family of my own.
Wait
Testing testing
I dont want this posted to facebook.
I think i fixed it.
1 tag
Wtf. This still exists?
I havent been on this in forever. But I probably will now since its an app on my phone, yay. This will be fun. But its 2am so its bed time. Kaybye.
July 2011
2 posts
i have decided.
im naming my kids noah matthew & delilah anne. that is all.
uh i never use this. lol.
but i need to get some shit out of my head. so this is gonna be the most random post over, but i dgaf. i need to get this out somehow.
am i really a homewrecker? did i really kiss him, knowing he had a girl? hes been confiding in me, and we’ve been friends for a while. but why did i let that happen? it was amazing, and i felt much more than i should have about it. i cant stop thinking...
March 2011
1 post
i kinda love/miss my brother G-eazy LOL. this song...
January 2011
1 post
SON OF A B-
i miss you.
i hate not being able to talk to you before i close my eyes.
youre the reason why i breathe easy at night.
i dont understand whats going on in your life.
but tell me. explain it to me. i wont judge. i wont speak.
just vent to me. i promise ill be here, always.
i see a really bright future ahead of both of us.
the only question is, will they become intertwined?
or will i end...
December 2010
21 posts
why the hell am i awake?
its 4:17 AM.
i ate one delicious and HUGE meal today.
i was overly excited about my new car stereo.
i have things to do tomorrow.
but here i am, on facebook/tumblr/xbox.
making a new CD for my stereo, since i can finally play CD’s,
its amazing how happy one thing can make me <3
i really love my dad for this.
winter mf break .
you guys dont understand how happy i am to be on break.
i sat in my car for half an hour w/ malika talking and drinking starbucks before we went to class. we hella talked about how much we needed break and how english teachers do too much. and how much things have changed but we both love the outcome.
i played QUELF, IN THE LAND OF THE FARM, again. DEFINITELY my favorite game ever. i need to...
my babydaddy <3
and onto another day.
Day 5- Your favorite quote.
i definitely dont have just one. so heres all of them lol.
“& in the end, karma will be a bigger bitch than ill ever need to be.” “if its meant to be, God will find a way.” ” If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else’s, we’d grab ours back.” “at some point you have to let go and give your...
winter ball SWAG.
hella funny LOL.
but definitely hella fun for my last winterball <3
i did my own makeup and hair hella cute! im so proud of myself, haha.
im passing the “bad band kid” rep to angelica (-: someones gotta continue it!
i dont know how i got glitter ALL OVER my body.
my hair was definitely ruined.
ryan and his boyfriend were bout HELLA cute.
i was part of a gay guy train. SO...
girl, youre such a backstabber.
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
I WISH I DIDNT BITE MY NAILS OR PICK AT MY FACE -_- id have such perfect skin and long nails like my sister. its so irritating that shes so perfect and im not :/
SUCCESS.
i can officially play every note in danzon macabrehhh on time and correctly (-:
….at half the original tempo.
hey, now all i have to do is work on speeeeed (-:
im so happy.
GOAL OF THE NIGHT: completed.
why does this describe my life and some females in...
thoughts running through my mind.
see if one relates to you (-;
dont get excited if it does though. these arent good posts, HA.
01. i miss you. i keep looking at our pictures and this pin you bought me. i still have your jacket. i still see “i love you” written on your backpack. you still have my I.D. i miss you so FUCKING much. it isnt fair that you left me. it wasnt supposed to end up this way. you and i were meant...
i cant do this every day. lol.
Day 03 — Your favorite television program
DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES <3
omg i have almost all the seasons on dvd too! i love my daddy for getting me them lol.
but seriously, dont call me on sundays. desperate housewives day lol.
and omgosh, i love how i can talk to @tim hamner & @terrance cheney about it! so amazing lol.
plus eva longoria is FIIIIINE.
lets pick up where we left off.
so i went back to school today for the first time in like a week.
BORING.
i definitely dont like my econ grade, but its cause i didnt turn in the work in time for progress reports cause i was absenttt and cause my tests are a little low, but itll be fine (-:
im too juiced for winterguard <3
im so addicted to my xylo. i hope i have a concert one for the competitions though! that’d be...
my biggest addiction <3
okay i lied.
heres more music. i found another folder <3
* Suffocate - J Holiday.
* Candy Girl / FREE / Unstoppable - GEAZY <3 my brotherr, i miss him so much.
* Right Here Departed - Brandy.
* One Step At A Time - Jordin Sparks.
* I Hate This Part - Pussycat Dolls.
* Cry No More - Chris Brown <3 <3 this song makes me cry.
* Rehab - Rihanna.
* Selfish - Asia Cruise.
* Crush - David...
sharing is caring, right?
im going through my music & i believe these are songs you should have/listen to (-:
First, for the mainstream stufff..
* Backstabber - KE$HA.
“girl, youre such a backstabber. oh girl, youre such a shit talker. and everybody knows it, everybody knows it. girl, youre such a backstabber. run your mouth more than anyone ive ever known. and everybody knows it, everybody knows it.”
*...
who remembers this?! <3
blahblah.
Day 02 - Your favorite movie.
Hmm. I cant say I have a “favorite”. There are many movies I love and would watch a million more times.
Horton Hears a Who.
The Notebook.
A Walk To Remember.
Rocky Horror Picture Show.
All of the Harry Potter Movies.
I Now Pronounce You Chuck and Larry.
The Hot Chick.
All the Austin Powers Movies.
The New Guy.
Anastasia.
Dumbo.
All the Toy...
November 2010
1 post
i hate it.
dude, fuck senior year.
im busy as fuck.
scared. confused.
ive lost hella friends.
what is this? ugh. im so glad highschool is finally almost over.
September 2010
1 post
senior year so far sucks.
i definitely didnt get senior year started on the right foot.
i got sick over the weekend. i threw out my back two weeks ago and it still hurts. im not digging that girl muggin me every day! shes gonna get her lil nappy ass head knocked up if she keeps it up. waterworld today was hella lame. definitely not worth my $50. and honestly, band doesnt really excite me anymore :/ i dont know why, but it...
August 2010
21 posts
soo..
i cant make eye contact with you without wanting to cry.
i cant hug you without wanting to hold tighter.
i cant be myself around you because everythings changed now.
every time you pass, i hold my breath and stare at my feet.
i cant make the butterflies leave my stomach around you.
i get nervous when its just you and me, alone.
and those love songs on the radio make things awkward.
i wanna...
ugh.
why am i so hurt by this? i shouldnt be. its not even a big deal. i dont understand why it wasnt me though. why him? i worked so hard to get there and i get turned down. wtf! i dont understand. im dedicated, hardworking, quick to learn new things. and that doesnt count for anything anymore huh? i had 2 years underneath my belt. ive participated in everything. i was flexible w/ my schedule....
umm, thats weird.
i dont know how day 14 and 15 got switched up. im pretty sure it goes 14, 15, 16, etc, but thats not what my tumblr says. haha.
ive had so many fckin thoughts running through my head lately. him and him and school and me and ugh. its gonna make me go jump infront of a train like those other cool kids.
i swear, if camp is awkward, i might just not march. i dont know how much of this i can...
Day 15.
day fifteen- the person you miss the most.
really? what the fck. im not even gonna bother writing ANOTHER letter to this person because its SO FCKIN OBVIOUS.
Day 14.
day fourteen- someone youve drifted away from.
hmm. dear cousin,
i dont even know why we’ve drifted apart! its probably because youve been working so much, and im really happy for you. i miss talking to you though. ive had a lot of things to say and not many people to say them to. i just cant wait until next summer when i can get out of here. youre probably the only person who gets my...
Day 13.
day thirteen- someone you wish could forgive you.
dear alisha,
youll never read this and im not sure if im happy about that or not. you and i have ALWAYS clashed. we fight over the stupidest shit and i always tried to fix it. why? because i adore you. i liked having you around. you always made me smile, and whenever i was feeling down, you tried SO hard to cheer me up. youd compliment me and...
Day 12.
day twelve- the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain.
well i dont hate anyone soo i guess someone who hurt me.
dear mom and dad,
yeah, youre probably like what? how did we cause you a lot of pain? well, youve always hurt me emotionally. youve always yelled at me like i was never good enough. youve always insulted me and punished me for things i either had no control over or things i...
Day 11.
day eleven- a deceased person you wish you could talk to.
dear grandma pat,
its been almost ten years since youve been gone. i cant believe times gone by that fast. i still remember it like it was yesterday. i came home from a fishing competition that i won and my mom stood there in tears and told me you had passed away. it didnt even feel real. i had even seen you recently. and you told me...
Day 10.
i suck at this. i keep forgetting to get on here lol.
day ten- someone you dont talk to as much as you’d like.
hmm. dear ryan,
i wish we talked more. we were hella close and then that stupid fuckin fight killed us :/ youve been my best friend forever, and i want it to stay that way. but since that fight, everything has been really tense and awkward and we just cant talk anymore. i hope...
Day 9.
day nine- someone you wish you could meet.
dear DAVID BECKHAM,
youre sexy. the end. lmfao. jk. but foreal. your body makes me droool. if victoria beckham wasnt around, youd be MINE. omgg, youre so beast, every team wants you. i wish i was half as good as you. oh goodness, i just want YOU. lmfao. yummm <3
Day 8.
day eight- your favorite internet friend.
DEAR GALS :)
you guys make me LAUGH my fucking ASS off EVERY FUCKING DAY LOL. i swear, everyone of you is amazing. angel, i still have that wanker song on my ringtone :) and merky, my favorite, i love you. do you love me??! SI SI SI SI, OUI OUI! LEMME BORROW YOUR DUCK! ms taken, i mean SHANAYNAY, lemme tube that ass! LMAO. asian, you FEISTY devil you....
Day 7.
day seven- your ex boyfriend/love.
i dont think anyone wants to hear this, but here we go.
dear YOU.
you know who you are. and after this letter, i hope ill be done talking about you anonymously. what happened to US? we were so happy, in love. i remember so much about us. when we had our first kiss in the summer rain. when we broke my camera wrestling. when i used to just sit in your lap, and...
Day 6.
day six- a stranger.
dear stranger,
i hope you dont judge me right away, because i wont judge you. id like to get to know you before you try and push me away. we may not know eachother, but lets change that. i promise ill give you a chance. i dont know what youve been through, so i cant just push you away before you tell me something about yourself. but if i give you a chance, please give me...
Day Five.
day five- your dreams.
Well, lets see. I really dream of being more than one thing. I know I cant go for all of them, but Im gonna try. I dream of being a divorce attorney. I want to make things more fair for the kids, because my parents divorce definitely wasnt about my sister and i. it was about the money. and i think thats completely unfair. i want to be an attorney so the kids get whats fair...
YEAAAH! PROP 8 REPEALED!
hell yeah. who ever said love had to be between a man and a woman? gays can raise kids too!
FUCK THE HATERS!